justinwilloughby's Xanga

Friday, July 28, 2006

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 12:10:25 GMT

Nothin really much to say at the moment.. hmm.. i really dont even like, pay attention to Xanga much anymore. Ha.. so yeah.. nothin to say, nothin to type.. except.. well... I love you. haha.. and I had a dream this Mike guy was handing out cotton candy at a subway that was outside. lol. yes.. nifty eh? ha! Ofcourse! Goin to 3 church services this weekend.. thats always exciting.. actually it is.. i love my church family! Awesome stuff!!!

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 14:10:49 GMT

yeah soo.. u want some chicken? I want some chicken, give me a dollar and I will get some chicken.. chicken... chicken.. lol.. okay im done.. random yes.. ehhh ttyl.. by the way.. who likes chicken??

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 01:17:24 GMT

hi.. hi.. hi.. old people dont like rap. lol

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 14:27:29 GMT

Yo yo yo yo.. been workin on a song.. and here are the lyrics to them.

Song: Its Not Over Now

By: Justin

Verse 1

Holding a knife to my chest, right above the breast bone..

sharper than a bladed stone someone get 9-1-1 on the phone..

no leave me alone! let me die alone, i want my head to be blown

off, i wanna feel the coughing up of blood, cloggin my airwaves like mud..

stuck in the throat, leaking enough blood I can make my own moat..

hearing my brother saying "no dont", dont worry bro, it wont last long..

im just hear to right the wrong, its been too long and I havent been forgiven..

im still livin this life of destruction, and according to God im living in sin!

for this i cant win! ive done too much stealing, and lying.. drug dealing

and crying! Now its time to cut off the past, literally cut off the past..

how much longer will this guilt last, the burden is too heavy..

i just wanna drive my chevy off a cliff, and later take a sniff

and catch a wiff of death! you cant say anything to stop me..

I even bet when I die, nobody will cry, and I will just be forgotten..

like all the other men who were in my shoes, what shoes I dont own none..

how can there be a loving God if life just isnt fun!?

Chorus

Help me God, if ya hear me just answer my prayer..

people look at me all the time, but they dont even care..

they say I look like a person who just doesnt care..

God I care, if you hear me just answer my prayer..

Verse 2

Second chance given in life, no longer lookin at the knife..

i spilled my heart, I was smart i took the way the truth and the life..

happily married now, with two kids and a wife..

God just came down too kife the knife away from my life..

I renounce the enemy, i through him away with the henesee..

moved away from tenesee, and now look at me..

all the negativity has disappeared, and in place has appeared

a God who is feared, Jesus took the wheel and steered

all the saints cheered, and satan's face was smeared

into the ground, step after step, pound after pound!

i stood my ground, was was lost, and now im found..

listen to the sound that is found once you drown

out the past, that blast from the past is over at last..

no greater peace have i found in a relationship that came around..

oh the sweet sound of peace, the great feeling of peace..

no regretting to the least, im gonna be inheriting the eternal feast..

see I thought it all ended, the dead end has come..

but somehow I came back from all the negative, and rebirthed..

my soul surfed up on the living water, and im free..

this is the only truth, that I accept for truth and its for me!

Chorus

Help me God, if ya hear me just answer my prayer..

people look at me all the time, but they dont even care..

they say I look like a person who just doesnt care..

God I care, if you hear me just answer my prayer..

Friday, May 19, 2006

Fri, 19 May 2006 00:41:58 GMT

Hey guys.. whats up? Been awhile since I wrote a actual entry hasnt it. Yes it has. Anyway, as you all know.. I have a brother named Chad. He is very unique! Yes! Okay thats all I have to say about that. Anywayz..... umm just got back from a chorus concert at the high school here. Hahahahaha.. it was kinda funny.. cause some of the songs were just so.. umm.. idk.. they kinda stunk. LoL.. they made Christianity look old and stupid. I just got done eating microwave popcorn.. that stuff taste pretty good most of the time. Atleast I think it does.. especially with butter..ha! BUTTER!! Im bored.. i have been working on a few rap songs.. but nothin special. Been studying the bible more, learning how these kids made fun of Elisha, and bears came to tare them apart. haha.. 2Kings.. somewhere in there. Umm... GOBBLE GOBBLE! GOBBLE!! Chad is tareing off my wallpaper! WHY IS HE DOING THIS?!?! WHY WHY WHY!?! I just asked him.. Chad why are you tareing off my wall paper? Chad said.. "I Dont know, its fun, nothing else to do, pretty soon you will need to tare down this wall paper, and put new one up." hahah.. Chad.. funny guy. Picks his wedgie, and is.. funny.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Wed, 17 May 2006 14:47:16 GMT

bored bored bored.. so bored.. and.. umm.. i am going to a ladies bible study. hahaha.. yes so fun! Oh yeah.. Kutless is awsome!! and I am hotter than a star! WOO! haha. j/k.. love ya.

Friday, March 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 17:03:31 GMT

hey homies.. been along time since I updated my Xanga.. well not much has been happening.. except.. wow.. well im kinda in love with Slice One! Omgosh! I love that soda stuff. Hmm.. what else. Well, been reading the bible, got through the book of Acts, umm... yeah Paul went through alot.. im suprised he settled all the accusations peacefully. Thats a true example of a christian right there. What else happened? Well.. Brandon came back from Colorado! WOOO! Brandon! LOVE YOU MAN! And.. i learned, instead of saying friggen.. we say BROWNIE! HAHAHA! I love it.. ehh thats about all I have to say. Ohh, i make rap songs. lol. Sounds fun right? lol. ttyl.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 14:32:18 GMT

EVERYONE!!!! Check out my myspace.. www.myspace.com/justinwilloughby

umm.. yeah and thats about it. Nothin much too update, except Jesus Christ is awsome!! and.. umm.. umm.. my brother is spraying butter all over toast at the moment.. and I am watching Fairly Odd Parents, and Crocker said "Please turn it to page 35 of Crocker takes over the world book!" hahaha.. yeah.. okay me out! PEACE G'S!!

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 13:16:18 GMT

Okay.. I am pumped.. lol.. suddenly God lit a fire under my butt.. hahaha.. anyway..

We gotta realise the importance of Jesus Christ! Oh my gosh! If we dont have Jesus, what good would life be? Will we have to depend on our own instinct to save us? Will we just watch ourselves go lost, without direction, without hope? If life was without Christ.. how the heck would we be able to have any hope.. to have any faith? From other religions? NOOO!! I refuse to worship a God who just somehow makes us get to heaven just by good works, who has us kill innocent people to get our rewards, I dont wanna keep living in another body/shell if I dont get it right in this life. I dont want to follow another book, because all them other religions are full of some truth yes, but they fail to carry that relationship we have in Jesus Christ.

Them other religions, they claim Jesus was still a man, and a good teacher, but.. it doesnt say anything about his authority.

-Buddhism, Hinduism, Wiccans, and other religions believe reincarnation.. why!?! WHY must we keep going over and over to a new life? What work do we have left to do!? By the time we die in this cycle.. things will keep going on earth, then it takes us another 14 years to grow up to an age of knowing enough and junk.. by the time we get that age again.. people who we had contact with, with our old bodies will most likely be dead, or moved away, and whose to say we will even be born in the same part of the country, or even the same country. We just keep getting more and more tasks as we keep going. How can we accomplish our old tasks, when new ones keep errupting! No! I refuse to keep living in another body after death. Ewww.. just completely turns me off!! AHH BLAH!!

Islam.. ahh dont get me started. I dont mean to slash the people down from that religion.. I love them! Some people are the nicest people you could ever meet.. some are even nicer than Christians.. matter a fact, some seem to care more. Weird? yeah.. Ive talked to a few online, very polite.. compared to Christians in America. But... I would not want to worship a god who claims he is a god of peace.. but yet promotes so much violence... Ehh sorry.. that just doesnt make sense to me. Islam claims Jesus was a prophet.. but as they went to Crucify him, God (allah to them) took him up to heaven, and in place was a disciple.. most likely Judas. No No no no no!!! NO!! My Jesus wasnt a coward, He loved me!! And he wanted me for eternity!! He was from God.. matter fact.. He is God in flesh! Islam.. you claim that Jesus will return, to crack the crosses, and too slaughter the pigs.. to prove christians/jews are wrong, and Islam is the true religion. May I ask you.. what was first? The bible or the Koran? Studies, and even your Koran claims it was after the bible scriptures.. because it said "crack the crosses" which Christianity claims Jesus Christ died on a cross. Dont you remember!? Satan is the father of lies, I believe your beloved Muhammed was possessed or crazy.. because my bible says "The word of God, is the same, Yesterday, Today, and Forever!" the scripures of the bible were before your scriptures of the Koran! BOOYA! IN YOUR FACES!! haha.. Love ya guys tho.. but I dislike ur religion..

Okay.. now.. without Jesus.. idk where I would be.. without his love, Idk how I could get to love myself. Jesus has changed me.. and the only way he could.. was through his example of his love and grace, and mercy! Jesus I love you! You changed me so much, and I wanna be with you for eternity! You have my heart, and I will search for yours.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 03:16:13 GMT

Okay, i am here.. yess yess.. its exciting. ha.. okay.. yup.. nothin much really new to say here. Except.. if you dont have God.. i encourage you to get right with him, because there is nothing like it.. and he wont leave you, or forsake you. Even if things happen.. he will always be there. There is no greater love than the love of Christ. Even if people u love, who dont love you the same way back.. Jesus will always love you more than you can love him!! its amazing! Jesus is awsome guys.. am I preaching? No.. I am telling the truth.. no better experience.. i love him!!! Jesus I love you! Your the coolest thing that happened to my life Lord!!! Oh man! I LOVE YOU!!!!