Verse 1

Holding a knife to my chest, right above the breast bone..

sharper than a bladed stone someone get 9-1-1 on the phone..

no leave me alone! let me die alone, i want my head to be blown

off, i wanna feel the coughing up of blood, cloggin my airwaves like mud..

stuck in the throat, leaking enough blood I can make my own moat..

hearing my brother saying "no dont", dont worry bro, it wont last long..

im just hear to right the wrong, its been too long and I havent been forgiven..

im still livin this life of destruction, and according to God im living in sin!

for this i cant win! ive done too much stealing, and lying.. drug dealing

and crying! Now its time to cut off the past, literally cut off the past..

how much longer will this guilt last, the burden is too heavy..

i just wanna drive my chevy off a cliff, and later take a sniff

and catch a wiff of death! you cant say anything to stop me..

I even bet when I die, nobody will cry, and I will just be forgotten..

like all the other men who were in my shoes, what shoes I dont own none..

how can there be a loving God if life just isnt fun!?

Chorus

Help me God, if ya hear me just answer my prayer..

people look at me all the time, but they dont even care..

they say I look like a person who just doesnt care..

God I care, if you hear me just answer my prayer..

Verse 2

Second chance given in life, no longer lookin at the knife..

i spilled my heart, I was smart i took the way the truth and the life..

happily married now, with two kids and a wife..

God just came down too kife the knife away from my life..

I renounce the enemy, i through him away with the henesee..

moved away from tenesee, and now look at me..

all the negativity has disappeared, and in place has appeared

a God who is feared, Jesus took the wheel and steered

all the saints cheered, and satan's face was smeared

into the ground, step after step, pound after pound!

i stood my ground, was was lost, and now im found..

listen to the sound that is found once you drown

out the past, that blast from the past is over at last..

no greater peace have i found in a relationship that came around..

oh the sweet sound of peace, the great feeling of peace..

no regretting to the least, im gonna be inheriting the eternal feast..

see I thought it all ended, the dead end has come..

but somehow I came back from all the negative, and rebirthed..

my soul surfed up on the living water, and im free..

this is the only truth, that I accept for truth and its for me!

Chorus

Help me God, if ya hear me just answer my prayer..

people look at me all the time, but they dont even care..

they say I look like a person who just doesnt care..

God I care, if you hear me just answer my prayer..